This weather is so depressing!

I'm so irritated right now. This weather is really messing me up. It's making me gloomy and lazy. OMG it's been 3 weeks since I last worked out. I'm extra depressed cause I feel my weight packin on. I just feel so out of it. I wish the sun would just shine already. I'm also sick for the third time in less than 2 months. I haven't even been studying. I've literally been spending my days playing on my laptop, watching tv, or at my little cousin's house playing video games. I've just been in a bad mood. On top of that I'm PMSing. On Sunday I SWEAR I'm gonna start working out again and eating better! I have to maintain my hotness! Hahahaaha.

My sister is moving back home tomorrow for the summer. I'm soo pissed cause now I have to share my room again for 3 whole months, move around all my stuff so I can make room for her stuff. This sucks! & after everything that has happened it's been awkward and weird with my sister. I just don't want to lose the only place in the house where I can chill and be on my own and have my own space. UGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really don't want to share my room again =(

On a brighter note, I went shopping with Sol on Tuesday and got some cute tops and fashion jewelry at Fashion Q. I love that place! Tomorrow after Derick and I go to the doctor for my cat scan I want to stop by F21 and buy some more accessories.

Last Saturday morning, Derick, Evie, Butch and I went hiking again at Porter Ranch. Omg it was soo much fun! We had like a little mini adventure. We were swinging on ropes over little streams, we hiked all the way down to the bottom where the waterfall is. We walked through the streams on the slippery rocks all the way through until we came to a dead end. Butch even took 2 tadpoles and named them Michelle and Eve and then forgot them later in the back of Derick's trunk! Haha. I even fell on my back and head and now my shoulder is still hurting. We were scared we would see a coyote or mountain lion cause we were in the areas where there are no trails or people. It was just so beautiful and fun. I love nature. I literally said "omg it's so pretty!" that day like 20 times! I was so mad that I didn't get to take pictures cause no one wanted to walk back to the car and get it with me. lol. They would have been gorgeous shots. We plan to make our jogging/hiking an every week Saturday morning routine. Next week we want to go to some hiking place at Malibu and maybe Santa Monica the week after. OOh I can't wait!

So anyways, I just needed to vent. I have to stop being so negative. I am a hot gorgeous bitch! I just need to workout and eat better. I am going to pass the nclex and become a successful nurse. I'll manage having to share a room again. & everything will be fine. I need to snap out of it. I hate feeling so negative and depressed.