Sunday, July 26, 2009

Even in spite of our situation, I still love you.

I love my boyfriend so much. Sometimes, my love for him hits me so hard I feel like crying. I know that sounds so cheesy but I'm totally serious.

Today was one of the first days in so long where we didn't fight. I wish it could be like this all the time. I just don't know what our problem is. We love each other so much, we care for each other so much, but we just can't seem to agree on things. I'm really starting to wonder how I could spend my life with someone just fighting, even if we really are in love. But I guess I already have the answer. If you love someone unconditionally, you just love them. You don't give up just cause there are fights or cause things are not perfect. We've come all this way, gotten through EVERYTHING together. You don't just throw that away.

Today I decided to really give this relationship everything I have so that we can get past these pointless fights and disagreements and just be happy. I've been feeling so numb from the rocky times we're going through that I haven't been putting as much effort into this relationship as I know I could. It's been so hard. Loving someone but at the same time they make you sad and miserable. Not because the love isn't there, but because we're just so different. We literally fight about everything and of course if your constantly fighting, it's gonna be difficult to be happy. I love him so much I have to give it everything I've got. We'll get past this just like we always do.


"LOVE doesn’t hold grudges. It doesn’t keep thinking over and over again about how someone hurt you. LOVE doesn’t give up just cause something goes wrong or cause your feelings are hurt. Those who love just keep right on loving" :)

"Being in love with someone isn't always going to be easy. It is often filled with anger and tears. It is when you want to be together despite it all. That is when you are truly in love."

1 comment:

  1. I can totally relate to this phrase...

    "Loving someone but at the same time they make you sad and miserable. Not because the love isn't there, but because we're just so different"

    My bf & I have been together for 3 yrs and we still have our arguements it even comes to a point where we say hurtful things to eachother, like "it's over" (even tho' we don't mean it).

    We try to stay positive in everything we do and focus on good things rather bringing up the bad. That strngthens our relationship. No one wants to be with someone whose negative and miserable... So focus on the positives ;) <3