So Numb.

I dont know why I even bother & waste my time. It's always the same meaningless and weak efforts. He does nothing to show me that he still cares & will try to understand my views and needs also. I'm starting to forget why I kept fighting for so long in spite of our issues. I feel myself starting not to care and not even being bothered as much by things he does that usually hurt me. What do I do? Wait it out and see if it gets any better? Even though it NEVER does. I guess thats all I can do for now.