First day on the floor.

Today is only my second day at work and first day actually on the floor and I am SOO DEAD TIRED. Literally. I can’t even walk. I can barely even keep my eyes open to blog about this right now and its only 7 thirty pm. BUT even though it’s mad exhausting, I love it so far :) My boss and my co workers are so friendly, supportive and helpful. Everyone is so welcoming. It really is everything I was looking for in a facility to work in as an LVN. The pay is bomb too! I just feel soo blessed. I know I will get used to the constant standing and hectic work that I have to do but hey, I’m makin big bucks PLUS helping those in need so it’s all good.

I reviewed how to pass medications, give insulin shots, accucheck, read the MAR, give medications through a Gtube, prepare drip rate feedings, & charting. Vince is so awesome! He was so helpful. Even though he was soo behind schedule he would still stop to help me learn. I hope the rest of my co workers are just as nice as those in my morning 7 to 3pm shift. All of next week I am working from 3 to 11pm & the week after start working the 11 pm to 7 am graveyard shift. Hopefully everyone else are just as chill as my 7 to 3 pm co workers.

My first paycheck I need to invest on more scrubs & other things that I need for work. The next paycheck will be for my birthday plans & Christmas gifts. Then the next I will start saving or buying all the goodies that I want wooohh! SHOPPINGGG!!!! SHOPPINGGG!!! SHOPPINGGGGG!!!

haha now back to watching Spongebob before I really do knockout. Another BUSY BUSY BUSY day tomorrow. I’m literally standing for 7 hours straight! Ahhhhh!!!

Louis Speedy 30 by Stephen Sprouse

I went shopping today for scrubs and sneakers. Awee their so cute! I got Hello Kitty and Spongebob and other cute designs. My shoes are heckka comfy but a little on the pricey side. That’s ok though cause as a nurse I’m gonna be standing all day and need comfy shoes! I’m so excited to start training and finally work as an LVN :) I actually feel like a GROWN UP lol. I can’t wait to spend that paycheckk! Woohhhh! I’m gonna get the Louis Vuitton Speedy 30 by Stephen Sprouse. Soo adorablee!!

Finally Employed!

GOD is so good to me. I can’t believe how BLESSED I am. Today, even though there were no openings, I was finally offered a job as an lvn!! I can’t believe it! I have a job!! It’s been so difficult looking for one cause I have no experience. But it happened for me! The facility is really nice. It’s not too far. The pay is AWESOME :) I just can’t believe how lucky I got! & the Director of nurses is so super nice! I start my training and orientation on Tuesday!

I just feel kind of sad cause I know I’m not gonna have as much time for my boyfriend, my bffs or even myself. BUT it’s ok. We’ll make time. It’s time for me to grow up and be an adult. First thing I’m gonna do is get a gym membership lol. I did NOT forget that I have 20 more lbs to drop! I think working will actually help me lose some weight also! Yay I can go Christmas shopping this year! Everyone is gonna get some bomb gifts! lol. I can’t wait to spoil those that I love and me too! hehehehe…

Thank you LORD for all my blessings! YOU are soo good to me <3

Makeup Looks

My Love <3

random stuff

Leelan <3
I promise from this point on to be nicer, more patient and understanding with my boyfriend. I feel so bad. He's having a really hard time right now with school, work, bills, plus the car accident. He doesn't need to be stressing out on our relationship too. It's so difficult though cause I need his help. I need certain things from him and he needs certain things from me. I get annoyed when I feel like my issues are not being handled. But because I love him and because I know he needs me, I'll be the stronger more understanding one. When he is feeling better I know he'll take care of me too. I keep praying for him. I know he has so much on his shoulders right now. Awwee my poor baby :(
Shopping
I've been having crazy shopping urges. I really really want some new jeans from Urban Outfitters. I love their jeans. It fits perfectly onto all the right curves hehehehe. That's the first thing I will buy myself once I start working. I also want some new makeup and jewelry.
Weight Progress
I'm so happy that I lost 11 lbs already! I could have lost more if only I had stay more consistent and on track but I'm just glad that I'm making progress. I'm gonna kick it up a notch. I want to lose as much weight as I can before I start working. Once I do work, I know I will probably be too tired to workout. BUT I will. Even if I have to take a nap first and just workout for 30 mins. & I'm gonna apply for a gym membership asap. Once I have that, it'll be more fun and motivating to workout even if I am tired and busy from working so much. I love going to the gym!! So now I have 22 more lbs to lose :) I'm so glad that my bffs have decided to workout with me atleast 2 to 3 times a week. So much more fun when you have workout buddies. It's been helping me alot. Especially on days when I feel extra lazy and need that extra push.
Halloween
I don't even know what I'm gonna do for Halloween this year. My boyfriend and I were talking about either going to Santa Barbara to party it up with his cousins, UCLA, watch a scary movie at the theatres, cuddle and snack and watch scary movies at home, or trick or treat with my little cousins. I haven't partied in a while so I kind of want to go to Santa Barbara but at the same time I just want something chill. I really wanted to go to Horror Nights or something but we're so broke. For sure next year we will go. I don't really care what I do as long as I'm with my love<3

& Happy early birthday Momma!! Your my best friend and you mean more to me than anyone else in this world!! Your the best <3 I love you!!!

MAC Holiday Collection 09'

Ok so i was so excited to get the new MAC holiday collection at the mall yesterday but ommgg what a disappointment. If was not as big and cute as it looked like on the MAC website. The pigmentation sucks. It barely even comes on unless you swipe it a couple times. Plus I literally have all those colors. So I ended up not getting anything. I just got some more sweats, hoodies and a pair of cute boots instead :( I kinda feel like I'm missin out cause the packaging is really cute and different this year. Not like how it looks every year. But whatever, I knew it would've been a waste. I have so much makeup anyways and I wasn't even in love with it. Blahhhhhh...

TO DO:
-start using/experimenting/playing with ALL my makeup again.
-start doing my hair more often (gotta try out all those hairstyles I saved on my youtube page lol).
-start using ALL my jewelry.
-lose 22 more lbs ( I already lost 10! woot!!).
-buy a digital body scale to keep track of my weight.
-edit resume.
-job hunting with my hunnies.
-buy more healthy/diet foods.
-learn how to cook.
-crochet some more scarves.
-buy more sweats and hoodies for winter.
-plan for my 21st bday!

O' Melveny

Had a fun time with my girls yesterday chillin at the park and relaxing. The weather was so gorgeous. The trees were golden and yellow. Leaves were all over the ground. It was so quiet and peaceful, well until those trackers came. Hahaha. We had subway for our picnic so it was something yummy but not too fattening. We had just finished working out before we came so I felt that much more better and peaceful. I want to go back already. I love O melveny park. It's in the mountain area and its so quiet theres no cars around and rarely any people. We'll probably go back next tuesday again after our kickboxing and pilates. Jardine and Sol like to go jogging. Princess and I will probably just sit, chit chat and enjoy the nature while they go cause we don't like to go jogging. Too much workout for my booty lol.

Omg were leaving for San jose finally this Friday! Woot! Sol is gonna come workout and sleepover tomorrow so we can get ready and pack. Ughh im so excited. Time to chill and relax then when i come back, I'll be ready to get ready preparing for work and looking for a job!

I've been listening to retro music for the past 2 weeks. Omg I loves <3

New workout Buddies!

I’m up early today cause my bffs are coming over to start our new advanced workout together! Woot I’m excited! 1 hour of kickboxing/taebo. Then 1 hour of pilates. Then jogging at the park. Then have a nice, relaxing and HEALTHY picnic! lol. I’m so glad they decided to start trying to lose weight and working out too. It’s so much more fun and motivating for me to lose weight when I have a workout/diet buddy and now I have 2! We’re all trying to be at our goal weight by Dec. Ughh I miss being hot! I gotta lose this hefferr weight!

I know I’ve LITERALLY been whining about my fatness for like what a year now?! I keep trying to diet and workout but I never stayed consistent, but for this past month I actually have been working out 4 to 5 times a week and eating healthier and in smaller portions. It’s no joke this time. I feel it in my bones. I’m literally obsessed. I’ve stocked up on a bunch of healthy foods to grub on. I feel so stressed out and anxious on days that I can’t workout. & I’m even more motivated cause I’m starting to see some results! I have to be back to 140 lbs again. That’s my goal. Yay I’m just so glad I’m starting to make progress now!

Look how I used to look before I gained back all my weight!





Ok so my trip to San Jose is finally this Friday! I need to get out of the valley and chill and relax and just have some time to myself.

I need to go winter clothes shopping. I need some jeans from Urban Outfitters, sweatpants and hoodies. I’ve been lovin this weather crazy! <3

Out and about

Happy October Everyone!