blogging real quick

i started a prayer book today. i was inspired by my cousin. its nice writing out my prayers and thoughts and just things that im greatful for. its relaxing and peaceful =]
i wanna go hiking with derick and butch tomorrow but im stuck babysitting. wackkkk i need the workout, although i had another good workout with my slutty sol today. and i want to get out of the house. oh well atleast ill get some studying done. i do need to go out though. butch was asking me if derick and i want to go to skateland on friday for some fundraiser for kennedy. it sounds fun but derick and i are soo broke right now. he spent too much money last week. angie was also asking me to kick it on saturday. i just wanna chill and drink or sumn.
mama celwyn and my grandma are coming home thursday finally. im soo happy shes ok. and im so happy that dericks sister is ok also. anyways, just blogging real quick. watch out for that swine flu niggas!

just waiting for his call rambling..

this weekend ive had a little break from my diets and workouts cuz ive been with derick. i didnt really over do anything i dont think. but tomorrow starts another week full of taebo and eating healthhier with my slutty sol. we both feel fat now that we havent worked out for just 2 days. lol.

i really want to go to the beach! derick and i can go to our secret secluded spot where there are no ppl =] awesome. i hate the beach when its crowded! it ruins the relaxing atmosphere for me. i wonder hitting the beach and strip this weekend with butch and kit pull through. hopefully.

another pacman fight this saturday. i saw him at seafood city a couple weeks ago promoting this new restaurant. hes short. lol but buff. anyways, im waiting for my boyfriend to call me. hes getting some homework done. i gotta talk to him about plans this weekend. walter and sol are supposed to come over to watch the fight with me and hopefully derick too. but he might need to be with his fam.

fun day!

today was mad chill. i woke up around 11 thirtyish. waited for my boyfriend to pick me up. we dropped off my brother to work. afterwards we picked up butch and headed to chinatown lol. i dont care i love chinatown. cute little knick knacks for a dollar. i got a bunch of nail art gems for designing my nails. i also got a cute pink lipstick and a nail polish. derick got a baton and butch got a lighter and a pucca bag for his girl. we were walking around looking for a place to grub and then we all ended up getting bonsai trees! omg they are soo adorable! hahaa i got a little baby one. it was fun. then we drove back to the valley dropped off butch and took my brother to his friends house. derick and i went home and rested for a bit cuz of all the driving and walking. around 9 thirty we picked up butch and his girl Kit. she is soo sweet and they are so cute together! hahaha. we were supposed to go bowling but we ended up just grubbing at outback steakhouse. angie met us up. then we drove to mcdonalds to get chocolate dipped cones for dessert. we were looking for a place to chill before i had to get home so we went up to the hills on reseda. we had to jump the fence to be able to see the entire valley from where we stood. i was trippin out cuz it was dark and i was wearing sandals. hahahah and i was scared someone might see us. but omggg soo gorgeous! i forgot to bring my camera cuz i didnt want to be holding anything when i jumped the fence but i wish i did! the view was amaazzzinnngg! hopped over the fence again got back in the car and took them back to butch's pad. it was a fun day. relaxing and just what i needed. my poor baby spent alot of money treating everyone out today so we cant spend for a while. hahahaahaha butch is a little hoe! haha jk butch you knw i love you! next time were gonna take his ass to stonefire grill cuz hes never been there and cuz its bomb! we have a new couple to go on double dates with now. hahahaha. were planning on having a bonfire within. in about 3 weeks cuz eve is still busy next weekend and butch has to go to vegas the weekend after. but we were talking about just hitting the strip at the beach this upcoming weekend with just butch and kit again. yayy beach!

GRUBBING IN CHINATOWN:





LATE NIGHT DOUBLE DATE AT OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE CUZ IT WAS THE ONLY THING OPEN. LOL. ARENT THEY CUTE TOGETHER??





MY BABY BONSAI TREE!

session 2

workout today was bomb! afterwards we grubbed at chipotle. i only ate half of my burrito and sol got the salad. got home dyed her hair and took slutty pics. haha i love you hunnie boo !

AFTER OUR WORKOUT, ON OUR WAY TO GRUB:



AFTER WASHING OUT THE SKANKS DYE HAHA:

session 1

today i had my first workout session with sol. its so much more motivating having a workout and diet buddy. we keep each other in check. i show her how to work out the right way, she txts me little remarks that motivates me to stick to eating better and working out constantly and vice versa. my inspiration to be a hot whore is OF COURSE kim kardashian. lol and sol is in love with Nicole Scherziner. hahaha its extra motivation. were starting with the easy stuff right now but were gonna do the advanced stuff soon. tomorrow is round 2. afterwards were gonna grub and hit the market to buy some dye. ima dye that skanks hair.

lol i really want something different with my hair also. i want to dye the top of my hair light blondish brown and keep the bottom of my hair black. i saw natalie from girlicious with it and omg soo hot! i love my dark hair though so im not sure if im ready. hahahaha.

i was supposed to go to san jose tomorrow morning with my mom and grandma. the ticket is soo pricey though and i didnt want to miss out on seeing my boyfriend this weekend cuz we would be staying there till sunday. i just hope my mama celwyn is ok =( and my mom and boyfriend had job interviews today. i really hope that they get these jobs.

tomorrow i have to babysit and study. workout with sol then grub and hit the market. i cant wait to see leelan on friday. i really raelly really want to go to the beach to our secret spot in malibu with my boyfriend! we need time away and time to relax. im not sexy enough to wear a bikini yet though lol. soo sometime soon. i also want to hit the beach with my bff and my other girls! fun in the sun! or bonfire. eve is down haha. nite everyone.



MY RIDE OR DIE BITCH & MY NEW WORKOUT BUDDY =) <3

new workout buddy!

so tomorrow wifey and i are starting a new workout routine. im so happy she found the time to stop by my pad after work from sun to thursday so we can get sexy for summer! awesome!! i was walking down the stairs this evening and my dad asked me "have you been working out lately? your fat now." omg not once in my life has my dad called me fat! im working out and dieting for sure! yayy i have a workout and diet buddy im so happy!

summertime!

omg summertime is here! im so excited! theres soo many things to plan and do. and it also means its time for me to get into shape. i know ive been saying that once i graduate from school ill workout everyday and diet and all this, but omg i havent done anything for the past month but lounge around my house and eating. im not too concerned with losing too much weight. i just want to lose a little so i can skank it up with cute outfits this summer lol. last time i lost 35 lbs and i felt like an anorexic whore cuz i lost all my curves. haha so this time, i just want to workout on a regular basis, eat better but not go on a crazy diet, and just try to be more healthy. but summer is here! here is my summer to do list with my sluts and my boyfriend:

-beach bumm of course!
-bonfire
-party
-clubbing
-disneyland or six flags or knotts
-workout
-take the nclex
-picnic
-& more when i think of some

it sucks to go shopping for summer outfits right now cuz im fat. i really need to start working out on a regular basis. i even made a workout plan with sol. haha as soon as i start working im getting a gym memebership.

so this past week has been so much fun spending time with all my girls. im bummed that i didnt get to see my skank Margie not even once. hopefully we chill soon cuz i miss my beeyatch. heres a little recap of the this week.

monday: dinner at stonefire grill and movie with my bffs michelle and sol. we watched observe adn report and omg sooo funny. afterwards went back to michelles pad and chilled for a bit before wifey took me home

tuesday:dentist appointment. shopping at this cute clothing boutique. dinner at burger king with my uncle and little cousins. went home and tried to study.

wednesday:spent the day with my fav whores angie and michelle. shopped around forever 21 and charlotte rouse. angie and i were scared to walk into macys to the mac counter cuz thats dangerous territory. lol i wish i was working though cuz i only had enough money for 2 tops and a cute zebra print necklace. its cool though im satisfied with that. after we shopped we walked around farmers market and grubbed chicken terikyaki. went to red mango for dessert. then grabbed pizza from little caesars, chilled at my pad and waited for evie to get there, and gossiped and goofed around all night long.

thursday:did nothing. tried to study.

friday:spent the day with my boo. waited for my sluts michelle and sol to get there for our sleepover. cam whore session. watched george lopez. grubbed. knocked out

saturday:michelles mom picked us up and went to her pad. chilled before we got ready for michelles coming home party. hommies came through, drank up, chilled, hooka, and more good times.

sunday:sol and i went to church and chilled before her mom picked her up around 3 thirty.

now i really need to get back to reality and start again with my workouts and studying. i hate it when derick and i fight cuz it ruins my whole routine and then i get to lazy and sad to workout and study. i need to get on it. i want to take my board within 2 months and i dont even feel halfway ready. and i really want to be in shape and look good this summer so i need to workout and atleast try to eat better. its all good. i got this.

my sluts

i had so much fun this past week chillin with my girls! dinner, movies, farmers market, shopping, sleepovers, getting dolled up, drink up, and soo much more. i cant wait for my skank to come home again in december. i love my whores!

Reunited with my Sisters

Finally, after a year in a half, my sisters and I are reunited! Omg I never realized how special our bond really is. Its been so long and its as if we were never apart. We had soo much fun today. Chilled at Nickys pad for a while. Grubbed at bomb Stonefire Grill. Watched Observe and Report and it was HILARIOUS. Dropped off Nicky and spent a little more time at her pad cam whoreing. We are going to have a sleepover at my house this Friday and then get ready to go to Nickys going away party on Saturday evening. Were gonna have so much fun! But Im sad she has to leave already. Ive missed chillin with my best friends. They are my sisters, my bffs, my ride or die bitches, my partners in crime, my pookie heads, and my favorite skanks <3 We grew up together and the bond weve built over the years will never go away. Ahhhh hunnie just move back to the valley! Haha. I cant wait for this weekend. Movies, Junk food, makeovers and more fun! I love my whores! Here are some pics from our awesome day together.

today and the rest of the weekend

so i spent the day with derick just sitting around studying and watching movies cuz its good friday and were not supposed to go out and have fun. ive been planning with my girls forever that when nicky gets back were gonna party it up and go clubbing. but so far i havent even seen her yet, margie and i are broke, angie has work next week. ughh so gay. ive been so bored. but im glad i finally have been getting alot of studying done. we even went to borders today to get another book that i think will help me pass the board. my test taking skills are getting better which i think is the most important thing.

omg i went to my drs appointment and i got my weight checked. omg im sooo depressed! i weigh even more than i did when i thought i was at my fattest. ughhh now i DEFINETLY need to start working out more and actually stay consistent. i dont really want to lose to much weight. the last time i lost 35 lbs i felt like an anorexic whore. i didnt even feel attractive no more cuz i lost all my curves. so i just want to lose a little, eat better, and workout on a regular basis. its so hard to take this shit seriously cuz i always get hit on like im the hottest shit ever. lol. naww tho i have to lose some weight. im a cow. atleast if i workout everyday i dont have to go on a crazy diet. its cool, i lose weight fast anyways. i dont need to stress on it.

tomorrow my boyfriend is coming over again. still cant go out cuz for 3 days were supposed to be mourning JESUS's death. well spend the day again studying and lounging around my house eating and watching movies. we also have to stop by wal mart cuz i have a bunch of girly necessities to pick up.

sunday is easter. church at 10 thirty in burcank then afterwards start bbqing at my aunts pad. grub bomb beef and ribs. and my moms awesome spagetti. afterwards egghunt with little cousins.

next week its on! with my girls, party, drink up, grub, and hopefully go clubbing. i miss my skanks!

Michelle Ruan

my skank michelle ruan is coming home this week. me and my girls gotta party it up! it sucks though cuz i know i cant chill everyday while shes here like i planned. my mom is seriously starting to get on my case about studying and getting ready for the nclex. im reading the saunders nclex review right now but im planning to get the kaplan review nclex book cuz i heard it was the best to go for.

all our plans with michelle coming home are all scattered. i really wanna go clubbing and drink up. or atleast a kickback a dinner or something. and then i also have to plan out a date with michelle and sol. come one we grew up together we need some time also. and i keep promising princess that i will make some time and chill with her also. i miss everyone. im doing my best to stay focused and study hard so i can pass the board and start working already. i know once i pass the board i can do whatever the heck i want. but for now, STUDY STUDY STUDY!

tomorrow

im spending the day with derick tomorrow. were going on a little date. dinner and a movie. we really need this time together to get our stuff together. its been so crazy ughh. having boyfriend issues sucks!

finallly

after all the shit derick and i have been going through, he came to my house today around 9 thirty in the morning and i think we finally resolved our crazy differences. its gonna take alot of hard work, patience and understanding for us to fix this relationship, get over our differences and become a team again. i love him so im willing to go the distance. i love you baby.